IT'S A NEW DAY

Here I am feeling like a weight has been lifted off my chest! Yesterday was a bad day. I felt like I was in pergitory...do I go up or down. Do we go private track or stay the tradtional way. not only was I sick but the stress of figuring out what to do was overwhelming. Then my phone rang and it was an old friend of mine who has adopted thru our agency and I was telling her my stress and my feelings about it. She too turns things over to god. I think if you are not a religous person, you may not understand it, because as of last year i didn't understand it. I asked him to show me a sign...give me a SIGN! I finally got up the nerve to ask Jeff WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?! He said Private Track...well that is what I wanted to hear. Why didn't I ask that before...why was I struggling with this all by myself? The wonderful thing is we can do both! But opening up our possiblities a little more! So now I have to start working on this!

The funny thing is...I kept hearing voices in my head...yes voices...(LOL) to do the private track...but I am afraid. What if we get that crazy person who calls and isn't really preganant and just trys to string us along. But, with Jeff on board, and us doing this together and having the faith that it will happen makes me feel better! Well it is back to work. Hugs and Blessings