Today we passed...

Today we got a call from our agency, it was about a little girl who was born yesterday in Indiana. We passed on being profiled. It is not our baby, I know that! I didn't feel it in my heart or my stomach. I have no reservations on it and neither does Jeff. We know our time will come and when it does it will be the perfect situation for US. I know that there were others who were being profile from our agency and possibly from the agency in Indiana...I wish them luck and hope that their baby comes to them for all the right reasons. I am involved in a wonderful online support group...actually 2. The one group knows the reasons why we passed the other does not, for various reasons I have choose to do it that way. I know SHE was NOT our baby and I am so proud of myself for not being sad about passing on this baby. Maybe if it was 6 months from now and we still haven't adopted...maybe I would have viewed this situation differently...but to be honest it has been 6.5 months and that is not that long for a healthy Caucasian baby. Our baby is out there...I can feel it. Best of luck to those who are being profile!