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Monday, March 12, 2007

Due Date...

Well...I have to get through this day without crying. Today was the due date for our little Joesph...he would be been 3 years old...I think today...wow 3 years old...he would be talking up a storm, he would be with nana and papa during the day and making Jeff and I laugh on a daily basis...this I know. I also know that he was not a healthy baby and he would have had birthdefects and this why God chose him for Heaven. I beleive that in my heart and in my mind. Out of all the pregnancy's I lost...his was the hardest to get over...he grew the most in my tummy and I felt him moving...I saw his little body on the sono. What a cute little baby he was...So I sit at my desk...looking out on Main Street and thank god that he chose my baby to be with him in Heaven...he will forever be ny angel. I know that he is helping God get our baby ready for us...hand picking he wee little one...I know this...I am greatful for this...I am loved! Hugs and Blessings

9 comments:

Paulette said...

God blessed you with Joseph, and although his stay on Earth was so short, he will forever be your guiding light. I feel the same way about our son in Heaven hand selecting our sweet wee one to be, for us. It's Bittersweet... My prayers are with you!

Nicole said...

My thoughts are with you today, my friend. (((Hugs)))

terilynnh2000 said...

Thinking of you today. Prayers.

Anonymous said...

Colette- I give you alot of credit for the strong person you are! God bless you today and everyday!!!I have a vibe your little one will be home soon, where he/she belongs!

Colette said...

Thanks my friends...you are all the best! It is a difficult day but it is almost over! Hugs back to all!

Scott and Becky said...

You are such a strong person - your little baby will be so lucky to find you and Jeff.

Anonymous said...

Oh Colette I am sorry. I know it must hurt. :( I'll keep you guys in my thoughts and prayers. Hang in there.

Anonymous said...

My friend, big Hugs to you. And, You are right. You are loved! What better place for him to be, but up there in heaven. Happy belated Joseph!! All the world to you. Its coming. - Julie

Jodie said...

Oh those days are so difficult. Yes, we know the answer and we know that our children are with God but it is still difficult. Our Allison would be six on April 23. At least that was her due date. It is strange to think that I could have a six year old. But, perhaps she and Joseph are together, playing together and watching over the rest of us.

Philippians 4:6-7

"DO NOT BE ANXIOUS ABOUT ANYTHING, BUT IN EVERYTHING, BY PRAYER AND PETITION, WITH THANKSGIVING, PRESENT YOUR REQUEST TO GOD. AND THE PEACE OF GOD, WHICH TRANSCENDS ALL UNDERSTANDING, WILL GUARD YOUR HEARTS AND YOUR MINDS IN CHRIST JESUS"