HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

What a wonderful day we had today! I spoke at church and it was amazing! I wasn't really nervous once I arrived to church...but last night...that is another story! My husband is amazing...he was so cute...while I was having a anxiety attack at 1 am he said "you are going to do great...I love you!" He is my rock! So it was a full house for both services...Jeff was at the first service and my mom, dad, gram and brother were at the second service. I am so glad they were there. After each service I felt like a movie star...everyone was coming up to me telling me that they are praying for us. One woman came up to me and told me about her 28 year old only child that had passed away 2 years ago. When Pastor Jerry introduced me he said I was a mom with out any children. He was talking about our angel babies in heaven and on here with us. Another woman came up to me and introduced me to her adopted daughter. I had to hug the poor girl...she must have thought I was crazy but she huged me back. It was blessing to feel this wonderful child's arms around me. After the second service a woman named Linda came running up to me and told me that God spoke to her to come and meet me and pray for me. She said that every woman she prays for gets their baby, be it a bio baby or adopted. It was a bit surreal...I wasn't sure how to take it...I was a bit freaked out...but we prayed together for about 20 minutes. I felt the LORD coming right through her to me. It was very powerful...I think she thought I thought she was crazy...i was just so touched that someone would want to pray for me in that way.

I am not sure why God wanted me to speak today to give my testimony...I know I touched many people...I could see them whipping the tears away. It really touched me. I know that God works in mysterious ways...I met an amazing women during this process. Her name is Andrea. Well come to find out my father and her husband worked together, when my father worked. My father always spoke very highly of him and I know that God was bringing them back together!

I want all my friends to know...even if we do not have children here on earth with us...we are still mom's. Because we WILL be mom's soon. Never give up the faith. We have been through so much pain during our marriage when it comes to children and we have never, I mean NEVEr given up the faith of the lord. It is so important to have faith. Just think of George Michale...LOL only kidding. Tonight when you go to bed, say a prayer for your baby...let your baby know you are waiting and know that it is in HIS time and you are here for them when the time is right. Happy Mother's Day...God Bless! Hugs