Call me crazy...but...

I like my own books! So I am now looking for the book called Secret Thoughts of an Adoptive Mother by Jana Wolf. I don't like going to the library, I like my own books. Or someone elses that I can read on my own time and not the library's time. I know it is crazy but that is me. I hear this book is great. I have so many questions, feelings and concerns that it is now consuming my life...Like the adoption process to this point wasn't! So if you know of anyone who has this book and is will to part with it for a while let me know. I guess I am becoming cheap in my old age...ouch...36 in 16 days...but who is counting!

So we are at the 7 week mark...I was driving to work to day and I saw a friend of mine who's daughter is pregnant and is due July 17th. She looked so uncomfortable...ready to go...as I was driving away (after I told them our great news) and I was thinking...I hope our Birth Mother is doing ok with this heat...I know it was bothering her before and I am sure the last few days have been very hot for her!

We got some much done yesterday...Jeff starts his vacation on Saturday night! I can't wait! It will be nice tohave him home. There are so many things we want to get done...not things anyone else will notice...cleaning closets, basement, finishing the baby's room and gardening! The guys are coming over on Monday to do the flower beds and they are pulling out trees that were damaged in the October storm. I love to see the garden with a fresh layer of mulch!

Tonight, I am going out to dinner with my best girlfriends...Amy and Kris...It has been so long since we just chated! Now I can finally chat about our baby that is on her way. It is always diffiuclt to sit there and listen to everyone elses lives with their children when you don't have them. I think I have held up well! Soon they will have to listen to my stories! I CAN'T WAIT!