How our minds work

Isn't it funny how our minds work. I feel like I have been sleeping, eating, and everything else baby! I had a dream this morning it felt so real, we got a call to pick up our 9 week old daughter or maybe it was 9 days ( I can't remember) So when I woke up this morning I walked into the baby's room, unpacked the comforter, the crib sheets and the bassenette sheets and was getting ready to take them downstair to put them in the wash I caught myself in the mirror...It was like I was sleep walking...it was so strange! I stoped and placed everything in the bassenette and closed the door. Man, I will tell you it felt so real...I wish it was real, I know it will be real someday. I told a friend that I feel like I am a detective on the search for someone, I am hot on their trail I know it! I found this adoption board where there are thousands of people who have gone thru and are going thru what I am going thru. Some are thru agency's, some on their own. It is a wonderful site. I don't remember how I found it but I did and I can't be happier. I feel like we are getting close to something big...but not sure what! Keep those fingers crossed!