Let the search resume!

Well not that the holiday's are over, I can resume our baby search. I feel like I have made alot of progress today. I bought this wonderful book today on adoption and I feel good because it tells me I have been doing everything right. It does say we have to send out 2,000 letters...yes I said 2,000 letters...let me know if you want to come over and stuff envelopes with me! I got a call from a neighbor of ours and she gave us a good adoption attorney lead and I have been using my on line skills and found an agency out of state that looks very promising. I am just following what my gut is telling me to do. It is so strange when you are int his process how you view things you do differently. Today Jeff had off from work so we spent the day together and I just kept thinking, soon this will not be as easy to just grab my purse and go. Soon we will have to pack up the baby, make sure we have bottles and diapers and everything else.

We went to see Jeff grandfather today, he looked great and I was so glad we saw him. We heard about Jeff's cousin aka - the baby machine. So it was nice to hear how she is expanding her family. The green monster did not appear!

I hope that when the time comes Jeff will thank me for all the hard work I am putting into find ing our baby. Or helping the baby find us! He said I am spending too much time on this and that it will happen when it happens. But I feel I NEED to do this. There is something driving me...pushing me...keep doing this...I know it will pay off! Well on a happy note I will finish my entry here. God Bless!