How we think

It is funny...when we were pregnant I thought I was the only one hoping and dreaming of a life with our baby. But when god decided it wasn't meant to be and little Joseph passed away, Jeff shared his hopes and dreams with me. The I felt like I wasn't alone in this journey. Well, since we have been talking about adopting, I thought once again it was me, who contantally thought about what life will be like when the baby comes. The other night I was thinking about the feedings and the times we would do. Jeff is working over time alot so I said to him that I would take the 11 and 2 am feedings and he said, oh no I am doing the 11 and 5am feedings! I thought WOW...he IS thinking about this too! He does think THIS will happen at some point! I am not alone in this! I leaned over and kissed him and just said "thank you" I know that everyone thinks about what life will be like when a baby comes into the house. I have been thinking about it a lot latley. Not sure why...maybe...will let you know!

Work is getting busy and I am thankful for that. It takes my mind off of things. Like...when will the phone ring...will it be a boy or girl...will they have green eyes like us? OK enough...hugs and blessings!